GreenDomes

Saturday, August 12, 2006

strolling down 12th st in Boise on a hot dry afternoon, headed for the cold swift water of the Boise river, flapping my slippers upon the baking white sidewalks, my backpack slung over one shoulder. heat radiating off business buildings, a girl walking ahead of me w/ white tank top, see through back; ripped jeans, one rip just below her cheek. i catch up to her quickly, ‘what are you up to?’
her glance is quick and calm, ‘absolutely nothing.’
she is short, trim, w/ a little bra that’s too lumpy for her small breasts. her hair has been died, red, blonde, orange, and now is a mixture, an unnamed color. i’d tell her what i’m up to, killing time while Les Schwab mounts two new tires on my wife’s van, but she doesn’t ask, so i stick with her agenda, ‘absolutely nothing huh?’
‘yeah i’m looking for some people’
‘who are you looking for?’
‘my boyfriend and his friend.’
‘what did you do to your arm?’ i point to two deep scars on her shoulder, almost touching them with my fingertip. each scar is about an inch long & deep. if the cuts ran a little longer they would have intersected and made a sideways ‘v’. her body seems young, unaged, fresh. her shoulder is perfectly molded for a young woman.
‘my cat scratched me.’
‘your cat scratched you? you got a mountain lion for a cat?’
‘it attacked me.’
‘that’s one big cat’ we are nearing an intersection. ‘what?’
‘i was attacked by a unicorn.’ she repeats.
i understand what i already knew, ‘yeah, i’ve got scars like that too.’ i ask if she is of age.
‘of age?’
’18.’
‘no.’
we cross the intersection to a corner music store which looks vaguely familiar to me. i think i’ve been in it before. it’s one where a patron feels pressured to purchase or pontificate on which band he saw where prior to their obscure popularity. she crosses behind me, for the door paneled with music artists’ posters. maybe her boyfriend is inside. ‘take care.’ i head on down to find a place along the river.

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Stay

Never noticed the ceiling—
Then on the floor looking up
It’s there. There is a ceiling.
I noticed. Buried I guess till
Now.

What kind of person is he?
What kind?
What kind of girl is she?

What kind is me,
Crazier than blazes
Out there today?

Powerless and weak to the
Charm of lingering tears
For David’s daughters.
Tempting me back with
The couldn’t realize—just
To search a path.


Verse after verse,
the music
Changes gradually to
Empty your thoughts into
Buckets of bulging, pregnant
Good intentions I have
For mother earth tomorrow.

Today, like yesterday,
Will die in the ephemeral,
Nature of memories—
Everything is mine after all,
And I’ll pass-off doses of
Reassuring words as mine.

Still looking up from my
Bed—the bathroom floor, and
A walk through the comfort
Dream place. The one hard to
Describe, because it’s more
Personal Feeling than broadcast able.

I’m unable to defend my place—
Apologize, I cannot.
A million times up and back down,
Makes the ride every ride,
I won’t get up. I just won’t
Go from here
Into the sphere around four o’clock.

But that’s a fleeting fancy—
I do not follow that creed, my
Nature intends to trudge and plod
Through fields of variety and
Comfort foods, and therein,
Stay.