How am i not myself

"I heart huckabees", the movie
If you have not watched this film, I suggested that you do! I haven't been this impressed by a movie in a long while.
My post-movie thoughts: I feel absurd about my life but at the same time more resolved to continue in just the same way, but, fuck it, more of that same way.
How much of my own being do I throttle in an attempt to be appreciated?
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I've been mixing my paints with way too much water.
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God - we're absurd. I've never been more proud of us. I hope we become more of what we already are.

1 Comments:
good take on the movie. i enjoyed that film experience a few years ago. i too have been thinning good parts of myself too much. and i love your line, "i've been mixing..." i KNOW that feeling. i am there.
the end throws me...still processing.
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A. D. Blade, at 5:58 PM
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